missing out

I understand you know, I'm aware that you said in service amen!!! to the preaching that GOD wants to bless you. It's apparent to me that you have been around this long enough that you really don't need anyone to open the bible and teach you anything "YOU FOOL". When you rely on your own understanding you are playing in the lap of folly so get over being called a fool,you did it yourself. There is a world of difference between mouthing a word of acknowledgement and being PERSUADED of GODS ability to help you in the time of need.Being PERSUADED of him and who HE is!!! will calm your fears and settle your nerves so instead of medicating yourself! Try praying, and see that he is good for yourself. Y.F.T